I miss your look. The way you would roll your eyes at me when I'd act stupid. I miss your laugh. I miss your smile. I miss your hug. I miss your phone calls. I miss being the man closest to you. I miss the way you cared for me in a thousand little ways. I miss being the last person you talked to at night and the first one the next morning. I miss being able to love you like I had never loved anyone before.

I miss you. Do you miss me? I like to tell myself that you do. You probably don't but I like to think you do; it helps me through the day. I don't think there will ever be another chance for me to love. It's as if life is as a waterfall. For a moment I can shine while I love you. When its over, I'm just flowing along my purpose lost.

I miss you.

*happy sigh*

John Cooper from Skillet at Winterjam 2008.

On a lighter personal note, my latest and greatest toy is the iPod Nano, 4GB, blue. I work literally all the time, and don't know when posting will be regular again. I'm a text machine, even at work, look on my Facebook for my number. I also IM occasionally, but it's hard to find me on there too.

You come to me with your scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you
They don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine
But I know it's a lie

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be
The last night away from me

The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand
I will help you hold on
Tonight, tonight

This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be
The last night you'll spend alone
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go
I'm everything you need me to be

I won't let you say goodbye
And I'll be your reason why
The last night away from me
Away from me

Remember our nations heritage as you have a safe and fun Fourth Of July.

- Addison

That's hilarious!

Life threw a curve ball at me today. That's for sure. Again, can't go into it a whole lot. IM or call if you want the lowdown. If not, just keep me in mind. And in prayer. ;-)

*sigh*

Nonetheless. Prayer is in order. For me. And particularly that I will have the courage to do some things I know I must, yet haven't.

Many thanks,
Addison

The grooviest game of all time gets an upgrade. Sweet.

You know anyone that uses Yahoo? Yeah. Me neither.

I'd really like to go, but don't want to attend alone.

UPDATE: The tickets I want are the cheapest ones at $22.50. For more info on the event, see, MetroTix. For NFO on the Fox Theater seating, see, the Fox Theater Seating Chart.

An excellent song, with an excellent video, by an equally excellent band.

This video is hilarious! Be sure and watch the whole thing.

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone